everybody does it

Me while watching true crime: Well yeah, I was raped, but that happens to, like, half the female population, and I wasn’t raped like her who ended up in a hospital dying on life support! It’s not even that bad, so why am I making it a big deal? Why can’t I just get over it?

And like, I wonder if I asked that girl now on the other side what she thought about it all, what she would say. Would she be like, Well I mean, yeah, I was violently raped then stabbed and set on fire and died while on life support, but like, that’s not nearly as bad as being violently raped and stabbed and strangled to death by a stranger as an 8 year old CHILD. She’s the one that really got dealt the bad hand. Why am I making it a big deal? Why can’t I just get over it?

This life is not a contest about who can rise from the most fucked up trauma. Being honest about how experiences make you feel is what sets you free, however deep or intense they may be. That freedom is what brings you more light to experience frequency shift. Everyone is relating their experiences to something different, based on what they know and are used to in their energy body.

Your experiences are valid, as long as you are working to be true to the soul. I mean, they’re even valid if you’re trying to be a big bad ego darkness being, if that’s what you’re choosing to be. This is all about what energy you’re creating in your incarnation with YOUR free choice. And guess what? As your consciousness and soul awareness expands, the experiences do seem to become smaller and smaller - they seem to be tinier bits and pieces of information that make up the vast multidimensional soul that you are. I remember a time when I thought drinking alcohol as a mormon was the absolute worst thing that could ever be a part of my human experience.

Boy was I wrong.

It leads me to ask the question: did I experience worse things in a past life? And if I did, am I doing really really good right now? Or the scarier question, am I absolutely traumatizing myself on Earth for no reason when I could just be sitting on a cloud somewhere with absolutely no pain at all somehow?

Wish I could call up past life Bri and ask her.