anonymous love note
to the beautiful girl who walks into the coffee shop and causes me to behave like I am an awkward teenage boy,
no, I am not incompetent, it is just that whenever you walk up to the counter, my cheeks instantly blush and I feel I am not able to speak actual words from the English language. YES, you have that affect on me.
And then you’ll casually try to start a conversation and I will stand there staring at you, in all of your glory, basking in your beautiful aura, listening to your sweet, soulful voice of confidence and grace and I’ll stop and realize I haven’t said anything in quite a while, and you are silently chuckling at me. And I feel like running FAR away. Sometimes I quite literally sulk to the ground in embarrassment like you witnessed yesterday.
And then there are other times, where I have to come find you in the building for certain reasons, and you’ll help me out, and then you say something like, “I’ll be seeing you.” And in my head I am like, “You’ll be seeing me??? You’ll be seeing me?? You will?? Do you look at me with your eyes??” And then I will laugh about how ridiculous and stupid I am for making a big deal about one little comment that came out of your mouth that is, “I’ll be seeing you.”
Don’t even get me started on all of the times you walk past the window and give me a little wave at the barista counter. Because it kills me. I can’t talk about how cute it is. So I won’t mention another word.
And then others will casually be talking about you, and I’ll get pieces of information, like you’re a CAPRICORN, and I will proclaim “OF COURSE, OF COURSE ______ IS A CAPRICORN,” and others will stare at me and wonder what’s going on in this head and I’ll say, “Oh, no big deal, no big deal, Capricorns are just the best people I’ve ever met, so of course _____ is a Capricorn.”
In my eyes you are royalty, so without a doubt you most likely have some partner, some King or Queen in your life. And if you don’t, I hope you find somebody who’s going to treat you like royalty, because that is 100% what you are.
I’m not joking. You were a queen in a past life, I’ve seen it, and your strength, your power, your beauty, your soul, and your awareness is shining through in the little pieces of information you share with me. You are meant to be looked at. You are meant to have the spotlight shining on you at all times. And I’m glad you know it. You carry it well.
I know that’s a lot to say about some girl I don’t really know who works next door to the coffee shop I work at, but that just goes to show you how dramatic I am.
Yes, I will absolutely die if you ever find this blog.
Will you be my secret valentine? Check yes or no.
