all i ever desire

A peck on the cheek when the person I love sees that I’m nervous. A text from the person I love most telling me they miss me. A partner cooking next to me in the kitchen, making cute comments about all the little cooking tricks I never learned that they want to teach me. A walk with someone at sunset looking at cotton candy skies, reflecting on the day. Someone to dance really badly with at random moments of the day. Someone to watch comedies with and give back massages to. Someone who loves my awkward moments, and I love theirs. Passionate and intimate sex with a beautiful woman. Someone who wants to take care of a lot of plants with me, and learn how they grow, so they don’t die. A person who wants to listen to my other side encounters and has their own. An adventure buddy. Someone who supports my life purpose, and I support theirs. A beautiful being I can talk about spiritual theory with for hours on end. Someone I share my musical gifts and other passions with, and they share theirs with me. Someone who doesn’t second guess the days I can’t get out of bed because I need to heal. Someone who supports my independence, and I support theirs. Someone who respects my boundaries and needs, and I respect theirs. A weirdo who I have a hell of a lot of fun with. Someone who views our connection as a unique soul bond, who wants to create and be in flow forever, ebbing and flowing next to each other, watching each other grow, and learn, and create, and express, and grieve, and love, as individual unique beings, in 2 different bodies, living this weird human experience. Giving space and taking space. Communicating and Reciprocating. Forgiving and evolving. Working on the self and working on the bond. Someone who makes me want to live until age 85 so I can sit on a porch with them and reflect on this crazy lifetime and all the things we did together.

I know that’s a lot to ask for.

But it’s all I ever desire.

You can thank my Libra rising.