multiple homes

I show up to live in multiple homes - all nurturing me in different ways. Some are with friends and hold the container for me to be myself, and others are the comfort I’ve known throughout my childhood. One shows me the value I’m worth, and another holds the space I’ve cultivated with my own belongings.

My energy doesn’t settle in any of them, it moves and it flows, perhaps showing me the mirror of what I’ve wanted to see lately: all of the different integrated parts of me.

I know that home is no longer people, and it is no longer place…I know it is me. And so as I move and I change and I shift and evolve in this ever-swaying existence, so too does my environment. I jump into it and swim around in it and see what I need to see, and then I move on still.

The safety and security I create in this way is dynamic and unpredictable, and yet continues to hold me as I trust in eternal source consciousness… the river of energy that spills and overflows and only ever brings me more of the light that I’ve cultivated for myself.

It is wells of frequency that I live in. It is loud and it is vivid. It is not visible to the eye. It is felt and it is known within.

So if you decide to ask where I live, I’ll tell you I live in the scale of B. Complicated and convoluted, as Pisces worlds are. Swimming in different songs and feelings. Loving unconditionally. Seeing more than what us physical vessels are.

That is where my faith and my life comes from. That is where my light so shines. And I know one day I’ll use a human voice to tell you all about it.