It’s important to me to document the sad days, too.

I would be mad at myself if I was only posting blogs that made it seem like I’m always on top of the world.

Processing is a big part of my daily life. Just as you exfoliate dead skin to keep your body healthy, you release stagnant energy that wants to flow.

Crying is natural and normal to me and never shameful and now that I have found successful ways to take care of myself and regulate I always know when I need to cry, and I always feel more balanced afterwards.

Music always helps me move that energy through, my own music, or other artists I resonate with. It’s a big reason I love the poetic lyrics of Daisy the Great.

Venus Retrograde has not been kind to me. It destroyed a part of my world I was so desperately trying to control.

Pluto always comes through to fuck shit up in that way.

I have enough trust in spirit and what it has been telling me to know this will be okay. It’s been telling me the same thing since February since I was first able to hear it, and has been loud and clear, and I have not wanted to listen. Well, here we are now.

I hate the timing though. I REALLY hate the timing.

I am trying to be gentle with myself. I am the most confident in myself and in my decisions that I have ever been, and that’s all due to me working on myself spiritually and physically. Grounding is what I need to do big time, right now. I keep flying out of my body and when I come back down to earth I realize how much time has passed and I am astounded.

The more I ground and stay in my body, conscious on the planet, the more I will nurture myself, thus being able to nurture my relationships with all the people I love here, and even others besides them, and that thought makes me really hopeful and happy.

Here’s to tomorrow. Off to fly into space and dream world, my favorite part of the day. I wonder where I’ll fly off to tonight.