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a starseer’s blog
a safe place for my creative self-expression.
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on to bigger things
So here’s on to the next chapter in my life. I’m so SO excited for what’s in store. I feel the skin shedding, and I am like a beautiful, fierce, feminine snake, rebirthed and ready to slither on a new journey. Don’t cross my path or I will eat you. Or, you know, maybe I’ll keep you around if you charm me.
![enter the static & silence](https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5f63b672242d2d1b14f9fadf/1646716501753-M82H9DOE6133H6UU0BPZ/000043800013.jpg)
enter the static & silence
Between the high pitched fuzz of the energetic atmosphere, and the lull of sitting in a place I’ve never been before, enters this weird essence of knowing that I am exactly where I am supposed to be.
dancing with myself to billie holiday
What people should first understand about me, always, is that I am most definitely and positivitively an enneagram type 4. I am the romantic. Without a doubt. Fitting to talk about this close to Valentine’s Day. If I had a Valentine, I would spoil them. It’s just how my brain works.
![all i ever desire](https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5f63b672242d2d1b14f9fadf/1643593108735-8Y7AZW0AL15LFWIIKCFD/unsplash-image-THC13xRi_q0.jpg)
![i believe in love](https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5f63b672242d2d1b14f9fadf/1643299547871-RX1A1QB09H4EXSSDRW05/unsplash-image-N1uSDtOOOuA.jpg)
i believe in love
I didn’t, for many years. I looked around at people claiming to have it and I scoffed at them, in my logical brain, thinking that if they were actually in love, they would treat each other better.
![divine virgo mother](https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5f63b672242d2d1b14f9fadf/1641967549931-KJSL48AXLEDAUALD69KR/unsplash-image-h9NU6laTNzM.jpg)
divine virgo mother
I seemingly stumbled into you one day, not knowing that you would be someone who would change my life forever.
![I am sexy, I’m divine.](https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5f63b672242d2d1b14f9fadf/1641187858340-1QMSJ2GWJ3H4YHNDQOIN/unsplash-image-Yzsf-3X3jac.jpg)
![My Midnight Gospel Truth](https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5f63b672242d2d1b14f9fadf/1641187897418-4S2R86DTTXKPZY8QW6OG/unsplash-image-zv42KBikfrg.jpg)
![Grateful](https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5f63b672242d2d1b14f9fadf/1641187928767-XKFCJH28O6S2WWQKDEYQ/unsplash-image-QJ1j4HOdNtI.jpg)
![I Love You Always, Just, The Same.](https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5f63b672242d2d1b14f9fadf/1641187957717-50M5OJLDGMJE2E8GNAOT/unsplash-image-7qjqQjt7zXQ.jpg)
![When You Step Into the Dark Depths](https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5f63b672242d2d1b14f9fadf/1641187995603-NZEULFKU5KJ6Q4I44ESU/unsplash-image-j8a-TEakg78.jpg)
When You Step Into the Dark Depths
When you step into the dark depths, know that you can choose lightness, as hard as it may be.
![Stimulation](https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5f63b672242d2d1b14f9fadf/1641188055701-AJ7A5OEP3PEZMQ15ZHYT/unsplash-image-uuAItepQWMw.jpg)
![True Freedom](https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5f63b672242d2d1b14f9fadf/1641188087988-8NB67S9FPXF2FBXW5HF9/unsplash-image-jzg4ez6YQtE.jpg)
![Cotton Candy Skies](https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5f63b672242d2d1b14f9fadf/1635222617312-WHRSN2COLL5Z6YTQXEIA/unsplash-image-AUrK7wuV8fE.jpg)
![Aries Full Moon](https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5f63b672242d2d1b14f9fadf/1641188116344-M876T7KTCVJOMM9IO3Q9/unsplash-image-3ym-ev0Pe58.jpg)
![To Those Who Are Lost](https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5f63b672242d2d1b14f9fadf/1641188157994-RP93OYZ8IOO88FGD4DKP/unsplash-image-YWY8q9G3jY8.jpg)
To Those Who Are Lost
Expressing my frustrations and sadness over listening to lost dead souls.
![Face Towards the Sun](https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5f63b672242d2d1b14f9fadf/1641188191637-X5MHCQ4Q6JRJIKPOTRCT/unsplash-image-JVpFGt8A520.jpg)
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